“I wanted to tell you something earlier, but I didn’t want to make you laugh while you were… you know. Safety first.”
I laugh. “Well?”
“This might sound weird, but I mean it.”
“OK, come on. Out with it.”
“Well, it’s just that you really put you heart into that blowjob.”
“What the fuck? D?”
“No, I’m not saying it to be funny. Well, maybe a little. But I mean, when you do that, it feels like you’re not just doing it, you’re really.. well… You put your heart into it. Sorry, I’ve no other words to describe it. And it’s amazing, in case that part wasn’t clear.”
“Well, thanks babe. I do put my heart into it.”
“I do too. You know, when you let me do that to you.”
“Yeah, I can tell.” I put my head on his chest. “You know that’s why we’re so good at this.”
“We’re amazing.”
“If only there were sexual Olympic games. We’d totally score high.”
“There are actually.”
“No there aren’t!”
“Yes, there are. You want to go?”
“What? How? Explain to me how that works.”
“Well, you have a bunch of girls, blowing a bunch of guys, and there’s a judge…”
“You’re such an idiot.”
“And the first one who comes – ”
“Now just wait a minute. No. That makes no sense. The first one who comes? That’s not necessarily the best one! You could totally have a quick mediocre orgasm.”
“Hmm… Well, maybe they attach electrodes to your head or something to measure your level of pleasure.”
“Now, that makes more sense.”
We lay there quietly.
“I like laying here in bed with you, talking nonsense.”
“Me too.”
“I like being with you, hanging out, just talking,”
“I like that too babe.”
“And I like fucking you.”
“What a coincidence. So do I.”
“You do, huh?” He smiles. “So which do you like more?”
“What do you mean?”
“Talking, or fucking?”
“Is that a real question?” He laughs. I roll my eyes. “I like the whole package, OK?”
“Well, it’s a pretty awesome package.” He holds me. Just go to I love you I think to myself.
“Hey, I love you.”
“I love you too.”